... for the wrong reason. I did think that it was all over and done with, that I had no reason to keep on moaning, but I was wrong. However, this realization won't result in a revival of this blog for the moment. On the contrary, it rather hinders that possibility. I thought my wounds were healed, and yet they're festering again. Perhaps this blog is a make believe remedy for a mock sorrow, but the former was my main weapon to combat the latter, which hurt so badly then as it hurts now. So silence doesn't mean joy now, but intractable sorrow.
